im not emo…no i really am not… i do love my parents. theyre the reason why im here in this so called respectable, elite, and prestigious school.. i hate it here.. i hate those stupid rules, i hate the teachers, i hate the students, i hate the lessons, i hate the uniform, i hate everything. i cant be myself there because all of them are against me. im not afraid to be expelled. i dont reallycare but it would break my moms heart and all of my sacrifices are for her.. right now im facing a great dilema, what would i do, be my rebellious self, get expelled, and be the cause of my moms death or stay here and cause my own death? 3 options are: get expelled, stay, or suicide. the latter seemed best…
what dyou think?
